Hmpf

The new hospital i work at is absolutely SHAMBOLIC

I just realised how amazing my previous hospital was.

I am not letting off steam when i say i want to quit. I just do not think thank doctoring is for me. I don't enjoy it as much as i should. Especially when i am tired and falling asleep on my feet all the time :(

It's all set......I am getting engaged very soon.

*GULP*

Atif!

I went to the Atif Aslam concert last night at wembley!!! Atif is AMAZING! But sadly as it was only 1/3rd full, the sound wasn't the best, and we didn't have the best tickets :(

Also as i was driving around wembley trying to find the stadium, i saw atif whilst in my car (I nearly drove him over as he was crossing the road whilst i was doing a u turn) so i said Hi (Rolled down the window and shouted AAAAAATIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFFF) He looked up and smiled shyly. *skipped heartbeat*

He sung all his top songs except for "Hum kiss galli jaa rahe hain" which i was amazed he didn't! and Hadiqa Kiyani the crazy woman DIDN'T EVEN TURN UP. I want a partial refund, or an apology or explanation for her not being there!!!

Anyway i leave you with a live clip i got from youtube

My time is up....

I am now 25 years old!!! Yikes...that sounds OLD! Turned 25 a few days back. Had a nice birthday, got 3 birthday cakes!!! Despite being at work, it was an awesome day!

My cousin got married over the past few days too.....incredible mehendi and wedding, the photos are spectacular! Just got back and uploaded them. They are truly breath-taking! Have a lie in tomorrow, and a few days at work and then i am jetting off to cyprus along with aproximately 40 family members to finish off the wedding in Cyprus. Can't wait!!

People have not let go of the fact that i am now 25, and "next in line to get married"...the pressure has begun already! Arrrgh!

Also found this amazing clip!

I finally feel like i have qualified!

This weekend, i finally feel like i have qualified. This is because alot of my friends from my original year (who did Bsc's and hence dropped down a year) qualified recently.
I feel like i have properly qualified, cos the rest of my year has done so too!

Had a day off work today, went to Brighton and got thrown into the sea (",)

Am off to lisbon in a months time, i really can't wait! Am taking my two cousins, one who just finished her LLB and the other who will just be finishing his A levels. If anyones been and has any recommendations for sites/food i would be very grateful! OOOH and i am off to cyprus in a week as my cousin is getting married to a turkish cypriot girl, and half his wedding is in a few days and the other half next week. My clothes from pakistan just arrived and they are STUNNNNNNING! Except they kinda don't feel fit. Slight problemo there, but am sure they can be loosened a bit, MOMMMMMMIIIE! Gotta get back to work for now.

Behold George Sampson, the winner of Britains got talent. I thought he was amazing, his breakdance/streetdance seqence to singing in the rain was nothing short of incredible. Had some total shit (fellow dr) at work be a knob today, he was slating off this poor kid, guffawing at the fact that britain had any talent.....so i asked him, what he would consider "talent" ..he rudely put his hand in my face and said "NO....Don't start with me now" I ignored him, and he continued saying how they had to pick a contestant to perform infront of the queen (at the royal variety show) and how on earth is some breakdancing kid going to be interesting to the queen. To which i casually replied that the queen was only human....who knows...she might like him? To which he went bright red in the face, and started waving his fingers in the air saying "firstly YEA....DO NOT....belittle the QUEEEN....Secondly....it is HER show...so they should care about what she might like"

Jeeeeeez, someone needs a chill pill. I wish i had said something, cos i fumed about it all day, then felt the need to blog about it too. What an arse anyway.

I think i kinda decided (maybe cos i am in a bad mood at the moment) that i don't really enjoy medicine (not these days anyway) and i was considering selling my soul to the devil, and taking my degree to a heartless pharmaceutical company and doing something different. I feel kinda tired of the lack of respect, the constant harrassment, and the relatively minor reward, as alot of people these days just want to complain, or seem to think i have all the time in the world to go back to THEM 3 times in the course of an hour cos they didn't want to be examined just them. Damn people, you're lucky anyway sees you at all. Anyway, bitter mode on again. I just don't like work as there is no one fun to work with, and no one inspirational to be good for. Bad attitude i know, but as i said, i am in a bad mood.

Silliness

Those of you that read my blog a while ago (Back when i used to update it regularly) may remember me ranting on about hijabis and how they caused alot of trouble at my med school. (By wanting to wear full nikaab on the wards, by refusing to have security pictures taken with only the hijab and not the nikaab, and then taking the very med school that accepted the person onto medicine, to court! Of course they never wore the nikaab to the interviews though.....cos THATs ok of course)

Well now i find that they seem to be causing a bit of trouble at work as well. And it's people i know have alot of sense, but when it comes to this issue, seem to lose all sense going.

As of a few months ago, health and safety started cracking down real hard on doctors. Ties? Infection risk. Sleeves? Infection risk. As a result, none of the males are allowed to wear ties to work, and absolutely everyone has to roll up their sleeves all times of the day. This means we look like a bunch of thieves as opposed to a bunch of doctors...but it's all in the name of infection control, and of course we are all OK with it. Except of course i find out today....some girls that wear hijab. They have had full blown arguments with their consultants, and won't roll up their sleeves even a tiny bit. This is my opinion is STUPID. I respect their reasons for not wanting to roll up their sleeves, but just a tiny bit won't kill anybody, and will help to stop the spread of germs around the hospital and stop making people sick.....kinda the whole point we are there in the first place. I really do want to smack such people!!

Baaaaaa!

Anyway, i decided last night (since i was bored) that i want to buy a decent camera, and want to learn how to take decent pictures.

Oh and also, i started watching west wing (Season One) and its AWESOME!!!!